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im really sad right now and i have sooo much i could write but im tied and too sad soo i'll fill ya'll in later....or just give me a call...and trust me a phone call would be great right now....love you all... <3 miss shay
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[05 Jul 2005|02:48pm] |
<3 hey guys last night was crazy...i went to the movies with miss cait and my friend ryan that lives in pembrook pines...it was sooo much fun,....even thought i had all ready seen the movie....we took a really cute picture and it has me short hair in it....take a look on my myspace
www.MySpace.com/15734426
tell me what you think....<3 miss shay
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[29 Jun 2005|08:19pm] |
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im really board...and thats about it....i cut my hair yesterday and i love it...cant wait for everyone to see it....i love you all and if you ever wanna do something just call..love you <3 shay
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[27 Jun 2005|02:33pm] |
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<3 im soo happy...after last night i was told that i treated all my firends like shit....ok thanks for the memo...what girl does not do that at least once?....so anyways tomorrow im cutting my hair...im soo excited your gonna be shocked when you see it....l0ve you all <s shay
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[25 Jun 2005|09:58am] |
<3 as most of you know i love to make wishes....but some times i feel like other people and getting the wishes that im wishing for....well i was watching CMT last night and i saw the music video to SOMEONE ELSES STAR... and it really got to me...its such a sweet song....so here it is...
Alone again tonight Without someone to love The stars are shining bright So one more wish goes up Oh, I wish I may And I wish I with all my might For the love I'm dreaming of And missing in my life
You'd think that I could find A true love of my own It happens all the time To people that I know Their wishes all come true So I've got to believe There's still someone out there who Is meant for only me
I guess I must be wishin' On someone else's star It seems like someone else Keeps gettin' what I'm wishin' for Why can't I be as lucky As those other people are I guess I must be wishin' On someone else's star
I sit here in the dark And stare up at the sky But I can't give my heart One good reason why Everywhere I look It's lovers that I see Seems like everyone's in love With everyone but me
I guess I must be wishin' On someone else's star It seems like someone else Keeps gettin' what I'm wishin' for Why can't I be as lucky As those other people are Oh I guess I must be wishin' On someone else's star
Why can't I be as lucky As those other people are Oh I guess I must be wishin' On someone else's star
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[25 Jun 2005|09:39am] |
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my mouth really hurts...i really did know that getting your wisdon teeth out would hurt this bad...i cant talk....i can eat anything....but i can eat ice cream when ever i was so thats always fun...and im very confused about something but hopefully ill be able to understand it in a few days....whats a girl to do? <3 miss shay
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[22 Jun 2005|09:39pm] |
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austin...i love you....hope everything is ok with you...please call me as soon as you get this <3 always shay
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[22 Jun 2005|09:13pm] |
i want a guy--- who can wrestle with me and let me win.
who i can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings, and sticky hands.
who says i love you & means it.
who will kiss me in the rain, in the sunshine, and in the snow.
whos calls unexpectedly.
who will have many inside jokes with me and remember each one.
a boy who notices haircuts.
who realizes that i say things but dont always mean them.
who shows up at my games, slipping in the door.
who i can go swimming with on hot days.
who can tell me his problems and let me help.
who will listen to me talk-- about the new nail polish i got.
who will bring me seashells from the beach.
who will let me beat him up when i get angry.
who writes love letters to me, but doesnt send them.
who draws pictures and slips them gently into my locker slot.
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deeps eyes, that can see through faces into depths.
who wears baseball hats and lets me wear his too.
who gives me his t-shirt to change into and not expect to get it back.
who knows my favorite color, song, car, vegetable, perfume and the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will shake my dads hand and look my mom in the eye.
who will call me by my full name-- first, middle and last.
a boy who willl know when something is wrong when im tying my best to put on an act
a boy who will kiss me and tell me im pretty.
a boy who will let me cry to him.
who will squeeze my hips just right.
who suprises me and compliments my manicure and plays with my hair.
who knows when i have a math test or when i fail one.
a boy who will brag about me to all of his friends
a boy not afraid to give me a great big hug right infront of his mom
a boy who smells like he just stepped out of the shower.
who wears cologne that i can subtly smell when im leaning on his shoulder.
who tells me i have a nice laugh and a smile that light up the room and simply be mine to hold.
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[19 Jun 2005|03:05pm] |
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<3 well WORKCAMP was sooo amazing...im really tired and i wanna go to sleep but ill update this later....austin i miss u all ready...<3 shay
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[10 Jun 2005|07:45pm] |
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babysitting and i cant wait to see my caitlin tomorrow...i love you all....g2g call me if u wanna talk...<3 shay
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[10 Jun 2005|02:03pm] |
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well thats just great...i wrote this whole long damn thing and i hit something and it got delieted...i hate when i do that...o well here it goes again...nvm im gonna skip a little....well the past week i have been helping out with BIBLE SCHOOL...this year has been better then ever....i love all the kids and hope to see them again real soon...then yesterday i was at the potters house and they told me that AUSTIN was going to come over...and i was like ok...ya....whatever....but he really did come and that was soo awesome...i really like him again and ya....tomorrow i leave for WORKCAMP and im KINDA looking foward to it....dont really know what to expect but im hoping for the best...and another good thing about it is that i get to spend 10 days with my bestfriend MISS CAITLIN and hopefully AUSTIN...i dont know...ill tell you later what happens...g2g i have shit to do...<3 always shay
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[09 Jun 2005|08:51pm] |
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<3 well today was awesome....and bad at the same time....good b/c it was a good overall day....and bad b/c i like AUSTIN again and i dont know if he likes me...<3 shay
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[06 Jun 2005|03:41pm] |
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well yesterday sucked...well the night before last...i was up babysitting until 6:15n in the morring...so that blew...then i went to chergers for like 10 hours...and it was really 10 hours...and then i got in a car with my friend and sje go us in to a car accident...so ya not im pissed at her...and hurt...so ya life sucks...o well shit happens..
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[05 Jun 2005|01:14am] |
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</3 well this computer never posts what i type so im gonna have to make this one short.. y is it that ur sad when everthing is going ur way? i mean nothing is wrong but some how im always sad and always crying...it makes no sence to me so if anyone can help please do...</3 miss shay
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just when i think things are going good...they get bad...o wwll thats just the way life is...truly deeply not fair......</3 miss shay
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[22 May 2005|02:56pm] |
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hey...really board...just wanted to say hi b/c i never up date this thing b/c of my myspace..but i do have to say...austin i really enjoyed stared talking to u again...u know im always here 4 u
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[18 May 2005|05:37pm] |
Take the quiz: "How blond are you?"
 True dumb blond You may not be leagally blond but you are one DUMB ASS BITCH! do you notice ppl shaking there heads and rowling there eyes when you talk? no i didnt think so your prolly tp dence to notice. I bet you are the type of person that is only popular because you are hot!!!! but dont worry if you screw the dean you might get in to a decent college
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